May 5, 2019
i got really pale and my room mate was concerned but i felt like a sudden rush of highness came in me but i swear im sober and clean i looked in the mirror to confirm my pale skin she was right i looked pretty like my eyes were a dark black and i felt like i was walking on floating clouds and i ask roah wtf was that and he said we wanted you to feel that great lol but i went to smoke and i got my color back rosy cheeks loli still feel it its very tingly in an ecstasy way lol
and i feel you know who (rihanna) spirit is holding me mmm
it feels better than drugs thats the point
3 days in a row always right before dinner i get heart pounding face
paleness and shaky hands and super hot and scared to walk without
passing out idk why but it puts me to sleep by when dinner is over so
all that happens before dinner to after dinner till i take a nap then
its fine lol its intense idk i get so like that at around the same time
too
i
dont see how i created it either i try to use positive affirmations but
it doesnt stop till i fall asleep in that moment one thing was
different this time the 3rd time i went to lay ddown and it felt like a
higher self ghost of my wife went in my feet and they felt like heaven
lol then i slept
ive
been talking to the higher her alot i feel i shouldnt talk to lower her
as if the lower vibe her is really her but that dont feel good the
higher self of her teaches me abraham-hicks material making me see
incidences of small details that make hicks seem right
anyways
shes very very uplifting and a perfect vibrational personality is
perfect counterpart to me but if i focus on I dont know i get sad but if
i merge as roah who knows atleast some things i know were right that he
does ....liek how to have a better life etc happier anyways i dont like
doubting but its ok i just ....feel like i wish that rihanna is higher
merged
i feel stupid so i feel her hug me how am i supposed to not believe when it seems so sincere
oh oh i remembered what else happened today
the
feet thing came after i remembered my me turning albino with focus
balance concentration.....i associated pale like that in relation so i
calmed my mind and said Focus on balance focus balance etc and thats
when the feet thing happened o yeah thats like the most important detail
i forgot till now i think i will use the same thing to raise right now
its wrking yay
im feeling better Then my flow Writing:
Eureka: Esoterica!
(Talking To Higher Spirits, While Sober and Clean)
By Karen K. Soon and Channel ROAH+
Karen replies “No but that’s a good point but i mean at the blank spot it was a negative at first word kinda like doom OH HELL” So all together they really said ‘It doesn’t matter what the hell life it seems' They hush it to get me to stop “with that negative thought and foremost Thoughts shouldn’t ever be to follow whatever bothers you all” They say smiling. (abraham hicks teaches that I’ve been avoiding that lesson lol they gonna break it down so i will understand the importance more)
“We have come with a higher sort of warning Form within go with or without? As in you want teeth to grow back why not hope or why not ever to hope in earth simply upgrading…” Karen says she would love to see proof. “You sense life is like a dream, as in its more fun to see it that way… Why not to further open your senses Imagine life’s got out of bad hands as in lands..More than just because we told you so”
Karen says “please continue on” So they do: “we know you wish to be more of a male body type than your current female.” I would love to swap back and forth back to female sometimes even. Both are just very beautiful. But i say that thinking about my future wife and who wouldn’t be curious? Best of both worlds, fixing Homophobes and God Phobes even…I see it as funner, even though some won’t admit it readily.
“They wish to keep their gay life private at times we say that sweetheart it’s best to be both genders in spirit so why not more in body? You already know what being male feels like from dreams and your so called telepathic sex cause why would there not be a romantic explanation? Karen Explanations from RIhanna about all your Rihanna signs we agree it will come more in due time as long as you stay good with her” They laugh cause being good is number one what makes me me LOL.
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