May 18, 2020
First write:
“Welcome Home Kurt ” Kurt wakes up to see himself in heaven
He smiles and heart shocked in the best ways he exclaims: “i know im in paradise and... to know i dont need to be judged for my suicide as a sin or for anyone to go to hell for that (kindness) matters a lot... and i see i’m not the only god as well”
Kurt starts crying very happiest “i see now that i must go back already” that theres a new born baby born already waiting for me to reside in and its not that im forced to venture on earth again, i just want to because ahh i don’t wanna miss Earth’s Party...”
Kurt continues “they are all waiting for me to show up as the christ but i as Karen will show them Earth’s biggest secrets to reveal in such a way i was just like my fellow earthlings that they need to feel they just as equal enough to call themselves gods and goddesses too and that i always wanted them to know that...For i want to enjoy life too with them all to party with the heavens on earth!”
Then
he cries that he’s sorry for the sorrow he created for himself but that
this life will be best lived with most success all for enjoying life
together as one big earth family. But not only Earthlings will be
invited to this party too, i now see what im bound to do”
"when Kurt hurt himself, ending his life with a gun he didnt mean to keep with the pain as the whole reason he left but why hurt just to leave then come back to grow up away from his self hurt with our inner lessons"
"he then repeats to not fear him for choosing to end his life instead to know he didnt mean to keep the pain that is the whole reason he chose to leave little did he know he didnt wanna miss this life had he known he'd just come back as a kid...to regrow he wouldnt have chosen to end his life as Kurt we say he and anyones ghost doesnt we repeat doesnt want anyone to ever fear challenges like they never leave they can clear up with the mind and being so called positive for us all to live with that more up heavenly beings who watch over all we do"
kurt im bored....."you wanna know why? in a way you live without regrets in focusing on we came up with your alternate self yes reincarnated you is too a life than can be made into best it couldve been either way kurt still alive or living as karen with peace known we can come up with any pre planned lives is that a lie? we do plan some before you come here others are most probable " you know the future though? "did we spoil all the plans of why even live that life without surprises? did we plan kurts death yes as a probability dont get too excited though? " "we mean we didnt mean to ever kill you but we know when deep sad stuff happens yet its to overcome by avoiding certain thought patterns cause too much and you know you'll want death to end your pain at times when it seems way too hard but trust us you all would do best ever if you choose to stay instead of starting all over in that way of relearning as a kindergardener yet we do make times fun and fly by not to worry cause we have your backs its just never best to suicide and that wasnt our choice that was kurts"
(i was bored cause i was regret focusing on accident but i know leaving pain is living without regret focusing in the pain way "and to move onto best ever nows" yeah so they got me re-excited cause they perfect lol)
hate is evil
they show me its important to know that cause i shouldve never hated me
but why i chose to love everyone is cause i hate pain so that sense of pain isnt hate its love for that last bit i just now said use heart lol
explain "hating pain enough to leave hate and pain = love as a choice"
omfg they know me too well lol
they make me laugh cause i
wasnt as innocent yet i just didnt know well enough... yet thats the
most important of choices to want to not be "hate guilty"
even though you twisted that you used to hurt you to do people a service but that is far from the truth but not only far its close depends on perception....for she knew not all of what she was even doing"
wow they word super smart man best bester than me lol
its true i hated rape so much
i didnt know hating me was....rape in a way to myself.....i never
worded it like that back then i was more concerned about if others
showing me more care than i had for me....because i felt to love
everyone more than me but things get too twisted from truth when hates
used (i doubted even when they showed me care )
i was a preteen when it started (the hate) but the voices totally helped me change to know what best is and why i should be that on all levels and equal too
know
days the best radio head stations = best with solutions for "real love
and peace for and to all no foes in actuality in the way of seeing best
ever is to never pain anyone or never use hate its that simple? we mean
dont be negative too in the way that beliefs felt as bad vibes such as
bad luck or fear etc we want you to know the truth about gods
they arent meant to be feared ever"
they arent meant to be feared ever"
in my words i wanna say..lifes
best ever dont worry about me dont hurt for people live best for the
real benefits for all in actuality
"thats no matter the
'reality' cause with perception truth can be disasterous when you dont
know gods stands for real love shown as best when its a biggest heart
known = the real reality is what everyone in heaven is known to have why
leave to earth come again reborn in and out....know your special to....
you all voted on not garunteeing your love so that to relearn to then
choose love and to know its a choice etc etc it makes love felt as that
much more valuable to all of us especially when you all reknow it "
the second coming is for all to rebirth in the baptism sense
thank you all
the plan out more planned out:
these are just references ima use to draw kurts entering heaven scene1. (he has jesus
clothes on
in vision)
(Draw without guitar
and feet of higher
kurt shown
next to kurt)
2. "Welcome Home"
higher kurt gives
kurt a hand up
3. kurt takes higher kurts hand (This is when kurt
realizes he is blessed for hell isnt anyones fate)
He smiles and heart shocked in the best
ways he exclaims: “i know im in paradise and...
to know i dont need to be judged for my
suicide as a sin or for anyone to go to hell for
that (kindness) matters a lot... and i see
i’m not the only god as well”
4. kurt thanks his higher self for the cig lol
as they reflect back on kurts purpose
"So thats why the heavens are cloudy too"
"You know you have many other mes
on earth at this time" higher kurt says
You wanna go back?"
"I know"
"i wouldnt want it any other way
dont let me have a gun this time""
5. "i have just the family for you"
6. "i want to
be that 'girl'...
karen soon..."
May 2020:
im right now receiving certain downloads of my soul memories thanks to higher self aka kurt
in a way skyst anyways
its a memory of heaven (after life of kurt)
he showed me how missed kurt/my soul was....
by so many people
so i went right back into a baby karen i was only about 3ish months old when kurt died? i forget kurts exact death date but
god damn they planned me a really greatest life with you all i just can tell
im pretty smart no offense to anyone we all smart we can do this together smart isnt a im better thing its just a....nice vibe sent to me that anyone can get if they you know....been listening to me lol "and us"
anyways im so like blown away i remember that as a thats my memory give me more lol i can just feel thats what i knew in heaven
i just.....know theres ways to....insert souls into young babies who sleep a ton anyways lol i only remember like me being aware from 3 or 4 years old at the very youngest
i know i was missed by so many but i missed them too ;)
The Prince of Egypt (1998) - All I Ever Wanted Scene (2/10) | Movieclips
heaven was all i ever wanted however minus the killing babies scene unless you saw my spiritual rebirth page:
1:4 What is baptism really intended to mean? and Redemption (but still The 'New' Commandments= For heaven on Earth)
not meaning anything scary anyways
it was better to come right back to earth:
lol cause "Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know"
(earth lol)
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know"
(earth lol)
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