Kurt and Karen's Bridge Songs

Don't jump off a bridge i did before. Our bodies are not meant for harm

video by me^^  i jumped off a bridge in 2014

(a long time ago was  before i jumped i had this  dream: i redid kurt's old band's Nirvana- something in the way song .....under kurts instruction i rewrote it  and sang it with kwin/soren)

Years later i remember to listen to that remake advice:

May 3rd, 2020:

Something in the way by He Roah

kurt cobain showed me in a dream
we were homeless together it was like a love scene
he showed me his heart , art, and that he was me

he has a bridge that people call it his
for the reason of that was once his home to live
now that i see his bridge with love not only for him but for us
not gonna say hate cause all i do is love

when i looked at heaven i wanted to have as home
this time as karen all on my own
i planned my death back then i was 20 years old grown
26 years old now obviously there was something in the way that went right
i wasnt meant to die then

im super thankful for kurts bridge cause it honors him still
people missed him i came back with purpose
not to jump off a bridge again on purpose
i as karen thought i had no other way
to get help so i fell off to go home
the only way i knew how

even with the help i asked for
before i jumped i prayed:
“dear god i want a gaurdian angel in flesh and bone to tell me hes that without me asking to show me im not meant to do this”
then i saw him say what i asked for but he couldnt stay
so i jumped anyways

but with something in the way i survived
under the bridge was a freeway
i told god to time my jump in the way no one else would get hurt

thankful now god let me have it that way
and thankful that no cars ran me over
the man came on over and cried on my face

maybe he was another guardian angel since i saw proof they can be here

i dont only want to be honored
for everyone that fell down under
or any self inflictions
i want to say know you are too honored
not by the violence but for life made you on purpose to have greater purpose

the something in the way
for love i pray
no one chooses suicide ever
im glad i awoke to
heaven on earth
and it gets better and better as you all
choose love
for all
to heal you
is to heal all
we have to make earth all better

but the trick is not to feel its still broken
believe its fixed
then you will feel best vibes like it is already
earth is perfect cause if you felt heaven connected for real
you know it feels so real to never doubt it
to be cut off from love thoughts
just know is never worth it


we have a bridge that people call it ours
to honor the dead
we shouldnt feel like they left
cause we still can hang out
those who open up to sense the spirit world
know they are the best ever at love so real you cant doubt it
they arent the monster dont live without love in all that we do
is the solution to the haunted to not be haunted

and know dead can come back in a new body too

that just is how deep life is for us
love in past lives
no hell
chances to grow
to be perfect at love as we can
is way better than
anyone to be forever damned

dont wish any to hell because
the solution isnt to punish the punishers
the solution is to stop the abuse cycles

get to know the real us
and know something in the way has blessed us
with more blessings to come is forever more so have fun
with real love for all no excuses

r.i.p. 

Edit the Sad Parts by Modest Mouse (Lyrics)

<3 i love you all please help earth by being real love to all thanks

me and my family still live apart im in cali they in oklahoma

but im glad my mom shows me unconditional love now etc i hope someday i see them again

love you all miss you

i love his accent lol :

If more to life than meets the eye, what earthly use am I?

now hes cool :) i just found that video wow

Kurt Cobain Under the Bridge Tribute

connects:

i was a pharaoh with Teara (Amy Lee) and Kat Von D as my other twin flames. Also a heaven dream with Teara! Dream