Thursday, June 4, 2020

Brain storm of today about hercules , hades, jesus, lucifer, mors, thanatos, pluto, =me (not satan thats different)

 read first: Blog's Introduction im for peace!

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 you know what? it would make sense if my chris character = thanatos = non violent death/hades=king of the after life aka 'the underworld'

art by me: Image may contain: 1 person, text

instead of hercules which herc seems more like jesus in a way lol of being strong enough to be crucifyed etc but i wish i could steal this Image may contain: 1 person, standing and text

this is lucifer he's basically the same as aka dante which thanatos = looks like him he just loves the colors black and red lol art by me:
Image may contain: one or more people

 at first i drew herc looking like Jesse Metcalfe but he has a similar face to adam lambert

this sounds like fear=satan in disguise as https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keres_(mythology)
Keres= violent death

which is like this if its seen metaphorically (reminds me of being haunted)   https://sites.google.com/site/basicgreekmythology/hero-s/hercules/slay-the-nemean-lion

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 if i felt it some more i have to make the thanatos character more black eye make up to fit in there

A Jamican from 1850 AD

Being born A SLAVE by Europeans, Had African Descendants  , Born in Jamica
Snoop Dog was my Dad and Laschel was my wife (had different names back then)
Dad got us out of slavery by knocking out the masters
we rescued more then  started our own tribe
was  in the wilderness which i didnt like
so i went back to modern life to try to negotiate with the white men
i was shot
the end lol

Minoan+Greek Gladiator

My Minoan+Greek Gladiator Past life in Crete (Born in Heraklion a city in Crete)

he roah is channeled in quotation marks

im 26 writing this:

i was 42 when i died in this ancient time

I had a dream 5/13/2020
of rihanna showing me i was from Egypt and greek blended together i was in greek but saw pyramids being built was desert and i saw me as a gladiator with a circle shied ...statue ...the dream kept saying the city was herak and crete (which  Heraklion is in crete) i had no idea these were cities prior to the dream and wasnt sure why greek blended with egypt stuff
so then i found this out from the internet:
Crete is the middle between Greece and below it is Egypt. (based on my spiritual guidance etc etc
Crete wasn't all island during this time. (This time i was in was too early to have proper documentation for Earth history. ) was the city submerged under water over the years of crete? "yes"
i found this on google The Origins of Greece: Minoan, Mycenaean and Egyptian Influence
The Story
where the f did this memory come from? so familiar... added note later: i think i texted kwin  this memory to her so very long ago i think i was 19? (but i didnt know the egypt or cities details and i didnt know i was right then but it sure sparked up real emotions from those visions)
i took my gladiator dads Armour (my dad died in battle the Armour was like a trophy but then i had to use it to help defend the city)
and forced to go to battle left my wife at home was a city under attack( my wife had kwins face then... 
did greek and egypt territories blend? yes"  "not in the typical thats egpyt thats greek but the cultures meaning the citizens migrated took other cities then over the generations became greeks and egyptians as a more seperate country and country "
who was i in the ancient crete that was greek plus egypt in my dream? "who was in the war? greek and egypt" "i was greek minoan the greek egyptians however didnt generally like the minoans and you died in the battle after you left your wife you thought was safer at home so you left her" hmmmmm i see our house was invaded "she died in that war too eventually you see how your greek house was on fire welll.....were sorry though you two were reunited and alright in heaven planned more lives"
was i a statue? what was my gladitor name? "even though it wasnt further documented you werent a well known gladiator but you were honored as a statue yes" so i wont find me in the history "no to others over looking what wouldve been your statue you were just called a gladiator like an icon but".....
"over time your statue was destroyed by egpyt" really ? "yes" where was the statue? "crete is bigger than you know it wasnt all over come by egypt"
How come i saw in a different dream a of the giant foot of that statue like it worn down through time a very very long time ago i think riri was in that one too the foot was on a hill however over looking water like on a grass cliff thing wasnt a sharp cliff like lion king it was more rounded on the cliff part  the foot statue was like jesus sandalswas the statue big ? "yes they tried to be as big as egypt's statues" are the feet left today ? "no im sorry"
i died as a suicide off a bridge cause to the crete culture that i was it was more honorable to die by suicide than to be killed in that past life ......i gotta learn about the more lives.. they say egyptians just thought we were evil so they thought to take over our land but they didnt know greece was very large apart from the island lol
it was a weird bridge all greek like
i just got cornered of 3 guys vs me from that height i thought there wasnt another way to go through the out numbered me but i had friend gladitors that why the story of me honored i got a statue but ....yeah sad kwin died by a spear she seemed so heart broken about the bad news i didnt make it back home to her but ...."did we have kids" "yes" who? "your brother john was your daughter she was about 8 when her mom sent her to live more north with her grand father..." did she survive the egypt war? "yes she didnt die of old age she died of living in constant fear cause her grandfather died protecting her" oh ,,,,sad "but you know it adds meaning to how you still know those bonds" i see ...
"your name wasn't christos yet but the gladiator was named after jon your father ironically..." did we have last names? "pronounced prezentanease" the name back then i know there was a greek alphabet? was their language like that "yes" "though was ancient so most dont know the proper old way to prounounce it"
hmmmmmm "we just wanted you to see you were honored in more than just the myths earth is old to you"
i remember that story of the gladiator and my wife but ...."why is that sad when you two are alive and know who eachother are"  oh ok :) they making me happy  "we want you to write about each of your past lives with your us as guides i am clear to show you the yes really or no really arent i?" yes

" i think rihanna was a gladitor then too......? "that was not her territory then" oh? but was "later on in earths history with records"
:/ roah hep me recover i dont like death stories "but didnt it help bring you closer to your bonds plus you want more memories known and they on the way"
i dont wanna know how the daughter died ill skip that "as you wish" they help me i feel kwin now lol we lucky mutha fers arent we 

Akhenaten


Other Names:  Echnaton,  Akhenaton, Ikhnaton, and Khuenate
Titles: Amenhotep IV

His spouse = Nefertiti = Robyn Rihanna Fenty



Some Akhenaten Quotes
 i  agree with:
  1. To be satisfied with a little, is the greatest wisdom; and he that increaseth his riches, increaseth his cares; but a contented mind is a hidden treasure, and trouble findeth it not.
  2. Indulge not thyself in the passion of anger; it is whetting a sword to wound thine own breast, or murder thy friend.
  3. Why seeketh thou revenge, O man! with what purpose is it that thou pursuest it? Thinkest thou to pain thine adversary by it? Know that thou thyself feelest its greatest torments.
  4. Everyone has his food, and his time of life is reckoned.Their tongues are separate in speech,And their natures as well;Their skins are distinguished,As thou distinguishest the foreign peoples.Thou makest a Nile in the underworld,Thou bringest forth as thou desirest To maintain the people According as thou madest them for thyself,The lord of all of them, wearying with them,The lord of every land, rising for them,The Aton of the day, great of majesty.
  5. In all thy undertakings, let a reasonable assurance animate thy endeavors if thou despairest of success, thou shalt not succeed.
  6. A contented mind is a hidden treasure, and trouble findeth it not.

Robyn Rihanna Fenty


Rihanna <-Blog Category

Nefertiti (Akhenaten's Wife)


ESP Readings about Katy Perry and Orlando Bloom



Katy Perry's and Orlando Bloom's Past  Lives Seemingly



katy perry = eve =lilith (but not only)
  

so liliths twin is samuel=adam and wiki says adam and eve were both genders=hermaphrodites

shes 'mother of all mothers' in https://youtu.be/vfEePID9fBE



so what if jezebel wasnt as evil as she was put out to be?



adam looks like orlando bloom lol

see?



katy said she was aphrodite aka venus in her ->dark horse<- forwards i think it was



for the record i didnt connect jezebel cause of the orangeish hair i connected it cause when i pictured jezebel as a kid i saw the day dream like imagining visual of katy before i knew of katy perry

and she vibes the same as even and the above accordingly and also..... i see shes eve in my current visions

eve is short for even

Gautama Buddha



Buddha  as an Avatar statue at Dwaraka Tirumala Temple, West Godavari district

  • [From wiki "was a philosopher, mendicant, meditator, spiritual teacher, and religious leader who lived in Ancient India (c. 5th to 4th century BCE).Born c. around 480 BCE Death c. 400 BCE (aged 80)"]

Other names include: Siddhārtha Gautama, Siddhattha Gotama, Shakyamuni 

Note: The only quote i remember from buddha from young me research = something like you dont need things in order to be happy cause that conditions your happiness. i agree! so im looking at more quotes from: https://wisdomquotes.com/buddha-quotes/

Here are The Best Buddha Quotes i agree with:
  1. If anything is worth doing, do it with all your heart.
  2. A man is not called wise because he talks and talks again; but if he is peaceful, loving and fearless then he is in truth called wise.
  3. One who acts on truth is happy in this world and beyond.
  4. No one saves us but ourselves....We ourselves must walk the path.
  5. When watching after yourself, you watch after others. When watching after others, you watch after yourself." =Buddha
  6. All that we are is the result of what we have thought.
  7. The greatest gift is to give people your enlightenment, to share it. It has to be the greatest.
  8. Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace.
  9. Understanding is the heartwood of well-spoken words
  10. Ceasing to do evil, cultivating the good, purifying the heart: this is the teaching of the Buddhas.
  11. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection
  12. If you propose to speak always ask yourself, is it true, is it necessary, is it kind.
  13. We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.
  14. Whatever precious jewel there is in the heavenly worlds, there is nothing comparable (except) to one who is Awakened.
  15. Joy follows a pure thought like a shadow that never leaves.
  16. However many holy words you read, however many you speak, what good will they do you if you do not act on upon them?
  17. May all beings have happy minds.
  18. Born out of concern for all beings.
  19. I am the miracle.
  20. Every human being is the author of his own health or disease.
  21. The way is in the heart.
  22. Peace comes from within. Do not seek it without.
  23. As rain falls equally on the just and the unjust, do not burden your heart with judgments but rain your kindness equally on all.
  24. If your compassion does not include yourself, it is incomplete.
  25. In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.
  26. Every experience, no matter how bad it seems, holds within it a blessing of some kind. The goal is to find it.
  27. A generous heart, kind speech, and a life of service and compassion are the things which renew humanity.
  28. When you realize how perfect everything is you will tilt your head back and laugh at the sky.
  29. Meditate. Live purely. Be quiet. Do your work with mastery. Like the moon, come out from behind the clouds! Shine.
  30. Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
  31. What you think you create, what you feel you attract, what you imagine you become.
  32. Your work is to discover your world and then with all your heart give yourself to it.
  33. It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.
  34. If you truly loved yourself, you could never hurt another.
  35. Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else.
  36. One moment can change a day, one day can change a life and one life can change the world.
  37. She who knows life flows, feels no wear or tear, needs no mending or repair.
  38. Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill.
  39. To be idle is a short road to death and to be diligent is a way of life; foolish people are idle, wise people are diligent.
  40. Should a seeker not find a companion who is better or equal, let them resolutely pursue a solitary course.
  41. If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
  42. True love is born from understanding.
  43. Radiate boundless love towards the entire world.
  44. Love is a gift of one’s inner most soul to another so both can be whole.
  45. We will develop and cultivate the liberation of mind by loving kindness, make it our vehicle, make it our basis, stabilize it, exercise ourselves in it, and fully perfect it.
  46. Hatred does not cease through hatred at any time. Hatred ceases through love. This is an unalterable law.
  47. Kindness should become the natural way of life, not the exception.
  48. Speak only endearing speech, speech that is welcomed. Speech, when it brings no evil to others, is a pleasant thing.
  49. Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn’t learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn’t learn a little, at least we didn’t get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn’t die; so, let us all be thankful.
  50. He is able who thinks he is able.
  51. It is a man’s own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways.
  52. Everything is based on mind, is led by mind, is fashioned by mind. If you speak and act with a polluted mind, suffering will follow you, as the wheels of the oxcart follow the footsteps of the ox.
  53. To enjoy good health, to bring true happiness to one’s family, to bring peace to all, one must first discipline and control one’s own mind. If a man can control his mind he can find the way to Enlightenment, and all wisdom and virtue will naturally come to him.
  54. Our life is the creation of our mind.
  55. The one who has conquered himself is a far greater hero than he who has defeated a thousand times a thousand men
  56. I will not look at another’s bowl intent on finding fault: a training to be observed..
  57. If with a pure mind a person speaks or acts happiness follows him like his never-departing shadow.
  58. It is in the nature of things that joy arises in a person free from remorse.
  59. Set your heart on doing good. Do it over and over again, and you will be filled with joy.
  60. Should a person do good, let him do it again and again. Let him find pleasure therein, for blissful is the accumulation of good.
  61. Resolutely train yourself to attain peace.
  62. Let none find fault with others; let none see the omissions and commissions of others. But let one see one’s own acts, done and undone.
  63. The true master lives in truth, in goodness and restraint, non-violence, moderation, and purity.
  64. Offend in neither word nor deed. Eat with moderation. Live in your heart. Seek the highest consciousness. Master yourself according to the law. This is the simple teaching of the awakened.
  65. Just as treasures are uncovered from the earth, so virtue appears from good deeds, and wisdom appears from a pure and peaceful mind. To walk safely through the maze of human life, one needs the light of wisdom and the guidance of virtue.
  66. Someone who has set out in the vehicle of a Bodhisattva should decide that ‘I must lead all the beings to nirvana, into that realm of nirvana which leaves nothing behind’. What is this realm of nirvana which leaves nothing behind ?
  67. He who can curb his wrath as soon as it arises, as a timely antidote will check snake’s venom that so quickly spreads, — such a monk gives up the here and the beyond, just as a serpent sheds its worn-out skin.
  68. May all that have life be delivered from suffering.
  69. Anger will never disappear so long as thoughts of resentment are cherished in the mind. Anger will disappear just as soon as thoughts of resentment are forgotten.
  70. Neither fire nor wind, birth nor death can erase our good deeds.
  71. In separateness lies the world’s greatest misery; in compassion lies the world’s true strength
  72. Better it is to live one day seeing the rise and fall of things than to live a hundred years without ever seeing the rise and fall of things.
  73. If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading.
  74. Health is the greatest gift, contentment the greatest wealth, faithfulness the best relationship.
  75. The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, not to worry about the future, not to anticipate the future, but to live the present moment wisely and earnestly.
  76. Those who have failed to work toward the truth have missed the purpose of living.
  77. Teach this triple truth to all: A generous heart, kind speech, and a life of service and compassion are the things which renew humanity.
  78. There are two mistakes one can make along the road to truth…not going all the way, and not starting.
  79. Conquer the angry one by not getting angry; conquer the wicked by goodness; conquer the stingy by generosity, and the liar by speaking the truth.
  80. Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. ;)
 i ditched some old Buddha Quotes and gave my reasons as to why:
  1.  attachment=not the downfall you can hold onto bonds and valuable things in spirit we have all things valuable 
  2. its not about losing desires its shooting off rockets of desire for law of attraction  
  3. its not about losing when we lose something material  
  4. its not about losing when someone dies Find heaven is still alive an to hang with still you can
  5. dont doubt everything let heart guide
  6. we do not need to shed all pasts like a snake 
  7. "There has to be evil so that good can prove its purity above it." (but not evil in existence forever)
  8. "Live every act fully, as if it were your last." but do not law of attract your death 
  9. "Virtue is persecuted more by the wicked than it is loved by the good" = i disagree
  10. Silence the angry man with love. Silence the ill-natured man with kindness. Silence the miser with generosity. Silence the liar with truth.(its best to interpret this as   silence negativity and talk 'truth' truth = "peaceful, loving and fearless then he is in truth called wise.")
  11. its not about strive which= struggling its about life being way easier with love

 


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(All these greatly relate to =  The Keys to Nirvana = Heaven on Earth)

2015 Dream rihanna was bathing on the roof and kurt journal quote joke

was before i learned the lyrics to this
kurt quote: give me a leonard cohen afterworld (pennyroyal tea)
they cover his song but i think they changed some lyrics a bit
Lyrics
I'd heard there was a secret chord 
That David played and it pleased the Lord 
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well, it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Well, your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof (was in a dream of mine)
  • Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya (was in another dream of mine:  Moon Princess = Rihanna Dream #1,2, &3)
  • She tied you to the kitchen chair (that joke is in kurt cobains journal see bottom for link)
  • She broke your throne and she cut your hair (;
  • And from your lips, she drew the Hallelujah <3
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
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this sites legit:



2:10 Transformation to Upgrade for new earth: releasing fear and karma

i read many dolores cannon books when i was a teen she was  a past life hypnotherapist and believed in E.T.s the only thing i disagree with her is the having to eat 'healthy' foods to upgrade the body to be more light Why not to worry about eating  animals, food, soap, smoke, everything etc being toxic anymore

and Left behind on old earth? read here: About Ohana Universe Big Hearts Unlocked

not to be rude though :) we got it good (life) The Keys to Nirvana = Heaven on Earth



but this is gold  https://dolorescannon.com/transformation-releasing-fear-and-karma/  i wanted to highlight and quote it here in this pic:

THANKS!

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i wanna add notes: im in the process of moving my info to this blog but i link some goodies anyways if it not all there it will be later i have a ton to move but some pages i linked have all the core info i know so far i take my time to perfect them enjoy!) so....

about Karma

Karma i believe in in a certain extent its not to punish its just law of attraction way of we manifest according to what vibration level we are on. (high = love , low=fear) (thats an abraham-hicks lessonon vibrations and L.o.a. we just have free will to cut off from love or stay aaligned with love as a path)

What is Higher Self Alignment? Seeing Through Heaven's Eyes, Channeling and The Core Self

What is baptism really intended to mean? and Redemption (but still The 'New' Commandments= For heaven on Earth)

id love to quote david wilcock here:

he said in one of his old 2012 presentations that to get off the  karma wheel you must love all. 

i agree and do not skip anyone not even your self. (i used to as jesus self sacrifice for love to others too much i lacked love for me in the past Kurt I = A Great Golden Baby and message behind kurt cobain's anti rape song "rape me" What being out of tune with ESP is like i upgrade as jesus to be much more pure with real love to all for all cause i wanna be a great role model instead of being a hypocrite)

also he said 2012 marks the one consciousness stage of our evolution (Astral Projection like Telempathy Sex While Awake Helps with HEALing And when waiting for physical sex is good)

he mentioned  a monster to conquer not with attacks but with love too more on tuning voices etc vibes esp is here What is this veil thinning? Turn on and Tune Voices, ESP , and the 6th sense! Ignore the Fear Vibe interpretations and Keep the meaningful ones!

want best vibes?: How to get off of drugs and booze and still be "high on our love buzzes"



Wednesday, June 3, 2020

July 7, 2018 rihanna took us all to heaven on earth


i had a dream that rihanna took us all to heaven on earth and that she said in the dream im her one and only(twin flame) and we swapped genders and had sex 🙂 lol


2019 Albino, Paleness, Spirits

May 5, 2019

Paleness

i got really pale and my room mate was concerned but i felt like a sudden rush of highness came in me but i swear im sober and clean i looked in the mirror to confirm my pale skin she was right i looked pretty like my eyes were a dark black and i felt like i was walking on floating clouds and i ask roah wtf was that and he said we wanted you to feel that great lol but i went to smoke and i got my color back rosy cheeks lol

i still feel it its very tingly in an ecstasy way lol

 and i feel you know who (rihanna) spirit is holding me mmm

it feels better than drugs thats the point

May 13, 2019

Albino, Paleness, Spirits 

3 days in a row always right before dinner i get heart pounding face paleness and shaky hands and super hot and scared to walk without passing out idk why but it puts me to sleep by when dinner is over so all that happens before dinner to after dinner till i take a nap then its fine lol its intense idk i get so like that at around the same time too

i dont see how i created it either i try to use positive affirmations but it doesnt stop till i fall asleep in that moment one thing was different this time the 3rd time i went to lay ddown and it felt like a higher self ghost of my wife went in my feet and they felt like heaven lol then i slept

ive been talking to the higher her alot i feel i shouldnt talk to lower her as if the lower vibe her is really her but that dont feel good the higher self of her teaches me abraham-hicks material making me see incidences of small details that make hicks seem right

anyways shes very very uplifting and a perfect vibrational personality is perfect counterpart to me but if i focus on I dont know i get sad but if i merge as roah who knows atleast some things i know were right that he does ....liek how to have a better life etc happier anyways i dont like doubting but its ok i just ....feel like i wish that rihanna is higher merged

i feel stupid so i feel her hug me how am i supposed to not believe when it seems so sincere

oh oh i remembered what else happened today

 the feet thing came after i remembered my me turning albino with focus balance concentration.....i associated pale like that in relation so i calmed my mind and said Focus on balance focus balance etc and thats when the feet thing happened o yeah thats like the most important detail i forgot till now i think i will use the same thing to raise right now its wrking yay


im feeling better Then my flow Writing:


Eureka: Esoterica!

(Talking To Higher Spirits, While Sober and Clean)

By Karen K. Soon and Channel ROAH+
"Imagine, a world with already heaven beings involved in everyday life of all. That’s not just a dream, Karen” Karen starts to say “but it seems” then she feels to hush. The spirits continues to say: “it doesn’t matter what the ___ life it seems... We hush there too....” Karen asks what word were they gonna say? “Tomorrow” They say which opened up a whole new world..in feeling.

Karen replies “No but that’s a good point but i mean at the blank spot it was a negative at first word kinda like doom OH HELL” So all together they really said ‘It doesn’t matter what the hell life it seems' They hush it to get me to stop “with that negative thought and foremost Thoughts shouldn’t ever be to follow whatever bothers you all” They say smiling. (abraham hicks teaches that I’ve been avoiding that lesson lol they gonna break it down so i will understand the importance more)

 “We have come with a higher sort of warning Form within go with or without? As in you want teeth to grow back why not hope or why not ever to hope in earth simply upgrading…” Karen says she would love to see proof. “You sense life is like a dream, as in its more fun to see it that way… Why not to further open your senses Imagine life’s got out of bad hands as in lands..More than just because we told you so”

 Karen says “please continue on” So they do: “we know you wish to be more of a male body type than your current female.” I would love to swap back and forth back to female sometimes even. Both are just very beautiful. But i say that thinking about my future wife and who wouldn’t be curious? Best of both worlds, fixing Homophobes and God Phobes even…I see it as funner, even though some won’t admit it readily.

 “They wish to keep their gay life private at times we say that sweetheart it’s best to be both genders in spirit so why not more in body? You already know what being male feels like from dreams and your so called telepathic sex cause why would there not be a romantic explanation? Karen Explanations from RIhanna about all your Rihanna signs we agree it will come more in due time as long as you stay good with her” They laugh cause being good is number one what makes me me LOL.